雨过 天晴

暴风雨后   近几天终于平静了

我把它形容为

上个礼拜我经历了一场风雨交加的暴风  甚至引发了海啸

这几天雨停了  太阳出来了

暴风雨所导致的残局   是需要一段时间去修复的

而我正处于那段时期  正在努力地进行维修工作

让生活恢复正常

今天考完试了  对自己不太有信心

希望成绩理想

谢谢朋友们对我的关心和谅解

有你们真好

向你们报告一声

我回来了！

是上天给我的考验吗？

昨天  是我人生中 最震撼的一天
从来没想过  自己也有这一天
以为我拥有个幸福的家庭
以为电视剧里的剧情都是假的
谁知
我
无
言

不知为什么  泪水自然而然的留下
流完了  干了  累了
但 一旦碰到。。。
眼泪就会不受控制的流下

昨晚要自己赶快入睡
可是睡着了 又会被惊醒
眼泪流在脸庞
结果
今早眼睛都肿了
想尽办法消肿  都没用  怎么办

到学校上课时  没办法专心
不能让自己静下来 因为
又会想起。。。
鼻子酸酸的  真怕上课到一半泪水洒地
不断的忍着  又忍  眼睛水水的
还好今天雨天  能说自己伤风感冒

朋友们  若你们看见这篇文章
请不要在遇见我的时候问我怎么了
我有可能会当场崩溃
这是我人生中的考验
我一定会坚强面对
只是
时间的问题
时间  是我的最佳良药
虽然不知道何时
但我会尽快恢复正常 乐观面对
谢谢你们的支持 你们的谅解

怎么办。。。
眼泪又流了
心痛  对于某人真的真的非常心痛
想放手 却又害怕失去
我  束手无策  慌了手脚
深怕泪水会突然袭击
所以  手帕或毛巾都会带在身边

致  我最亲爱的家人 尤其是爸爸
或许你们看不见
爸爸  谢谢你的谅解 你的容忍
我爱你
我们一家人要一起勇敢面对！
相信  明天会更好。。。
我不知道会不会影响到我的学业
但  我会尽量避免  努力加油
减轻你的负担

天  你要多关照我
让我渡过这关
我  无言感激

Blood Donation

I've donated my blood yesterday! Felt so happy that I was brave enough to donate my blood~ The most happy thingy was I'm still normal and didn't feel any dizzy after the blood donation...just felt like my legs got no energy because got frighten by the BIG and thick needle...lol....Honestly, the needle is really really big compared to those needle use for injection...

We need to fill up the blood donation form and answer some questions regarding our health problems and other related questions to ensure that our blood is safe. Then a blood test will be carry out to test whether we got enough blood to be donated or not. The second test is to test our blood type. Mine is blood type A. There are some requirements that we need to fulfill before giving out our blood - eat something before the donation, sleep for at least 5 hours before donate, above 45kg and so on.

After meal, Kai Ling and I went back to the open hall and saw few guys with pale and extremely white face! That made my felt even more nervous man! After all the registration this and that........deng deng deng deng......finally......everything had done and I had to go to an empty seat and start to donate my blood....

Keep on telling myself....calm down calm down.....then the nurse inject the anesthetic...my hand was shaking a little bit...lol.....juz cant control it.....after that the real one came out! The big and thick needle use to deliver the blood! I was stunned for a few seconds when the nurse took out the needle and inject into my skin... After that, lot of blood flow out....my feeling was like.....phew.....finally......I scare that the nurse cant get into the right position and have to re-inject the needle again and again...luckily~

After the donation we have to rest on the seat for about 10 minutes then only get down so that wont feel dizzy. I felt normal after the donation, juz that a bit tired and 脚软...lol.... I think my condition is much more better... A teacher fainted after the donation....same as Man Kay....Kai Ling pula felt cold for few hours after the donation...

Anyway, there are a lot of benefits of blood donation! Apart from helping people, our body can generate more new blood cells and get healthier... Besides that, we can get 8 marks for our kokor marks...haha....and some reward from the pusat darah negara which are free service for wad and treatment if you get sick in few months with terms and conditions! Wow....so many benefits! I think Im going to continue donating my blood until Im not able to do so~~haha.... Forgot to take some photos as kenangan.....my first time ma....hahaha~

生活点滴

下个星期三是学校的运动会，星期六是越野赛跑。。。肯定会累坏了！可是，开心就好~看见好多朋友都渐渐找到自己的方向了。有得到学院，有得到matrix，有得到师训。对我来说。。。我还是比较喜欢校园生活。好不想毕业啊！真希望时间别过得那么快。。。因为八月头就要考试了！班上的同学走一个来一个的，又转校，又学院，又师训。。。现在暂时的人数为此在12个。迟些或许又会有些变动了。

从报章上看到有关马来西亚面子书使用了将近 1.8 million 来设计区区一个网页。。。心里真的真的觉得很不值！为什么在一个美丽，大自然资源丰富的国家里，原本能有大好前途，却被一般腐败的政府给搞垮了。也真不明白为什么人民还会在大选中继续为他们投票。。。由此可见，人民的知识水平应该要大大地被提升！新闻公布后，纷纷得到了网民热烈的反应。当然，反对的声音肯定会比赞同的声音大很多。如果有人问我，你爱大马吗？我肯定会回答，我爱马来西亚，但痛恨腐败的政府！此外，也有网民在面子书上设立了另一个‘免费’的网页，该网页的粉丝数量不费吹灰之力便达到了理想的数字，甚至远远超越了使用了几万块而成立的网页！真叫人无言以对。。。

刚刚看过了有关谢霆锋和张柏芝的新闻，得到了一个结论 - 人不可貌相。在这之前两人所竖立的美好形象都毁于一旦。双方面都在互相指责，推卸责任，到头来伤害了两位无辜的小孩。飞轮海也变成了‘三轮车’。发觉到好多好多艺人都‘渐渐’消失在乐坛了。是要开始改朝换代了吗？长江后浪推前浪，前浪都各自过各自的生活了。可是，似乎还看不见有潜质的后浪哦。。。

学校的功课好多哦！还应付得来，希望考试成绩理想，别太差。。。

Holiday.........................

Ours holidays starts......kindda happy but.............lots and lots of homework is waiting for me......haiz......hope I can done it before the school reopen! Anyway, had a lot of fun in cochrane, lots of memories although the school only started for few weeks. I like my class - LA1 which stands for Lower Arts 1....only 10 ppl in the class~~ shifted from science to art and I am ready to face all the challenges!

Form 6 life especially in cochrane is totally different from last time in pudu....the rules and regulations here are really really loose compared to my previous school...As for PPU (Pelajar Pra-Universiti = Form 6) students, we have to plan everything for our self. We're using foolscap papers and files like college students instead of exercise books. Teachers won't spoon feed PPU students as what our maths S teacher always say... Our lesson are also divided into 2 types which are lecture and tutorial... Lecture will be held in dewan kuliah which is located at the 7th floor! Whenever there is a lecture period for a particular subject, we have to climb up to 7th floor....RM0.50 will be fine if students who used the lift are catched by teacher...

The day before holiday starts, we have celebrated Teacher's Day....honestly, the celebration......is not fun at all..... seriously! The performances are boring and we hardly see the stage actually....because of the 'strategic' location...lol....Our gang took this great 'opportunity' to take our form 6 photos because all the teachers were busy celebrating their day and there were no prefects take control on PPU students...and here is the hasil...wahaha~~~

Conclusion, PPU life is easier to deal with compared to Form 1-5 life~~

Everything Is New~

Next Monday I am going to a new environment, new school with new uniform, new teachers, new+old friends, new......................

Ahhh, bought a new bag and new wallet today in pasar pagi~ Although its cheap......but its nice and adorable, wahaha.....In addition, I'm going to graduate in 2 years....It can at least stand for 2 years right~i think?

I cannot find the cochrane new uniform-black skirt outside.... The only way is to buy it at the school koperasi....talking about that, there is a question immediately pop out in my head : How can we try the skirt if we buy in the school koperasi? Is there a fitting room for students? Haiz~~so troublesome la....

I read the PPU Cochrane web yesterday, why is it the fees for female students is more expensive than the male students? Someone told me because the extra RM3 is for the cleaning of women's~~~~~~~hehe~~~~paiseh to say that........Anyway, at least the fees is cheaper than college...haha....see see, I am so province.....hehe.....

Got my last salary just now.... Starting from Monday, no more working, lots of homework+activities with no salary....wakaka~ Hope that everything will go smoothly~~

Cochrane Form 6 New Uniform?!

OMG OMG.......cochrane form 6 have got new uniform?! Luckily I haven't buy the uniform....unfortunately, someone did....bertenang bertenang~~here is the link for the reference of the form 6 cochrane uniform 2011 http://ppusmkcochrane.blogspot.com/p/uniform-pelajar.html...here are some of the pictures that I copied from the web in case some of u are lazy to click on the link...lol...see im so good

 This is the normal uniform for form 6 girls

 This is long skirt

This is the uniform that we have to wear on every wednesday.